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Monday, January 2, 2012

2011 Reflections


Thinking back over the year, I realized a lot has happened. So much change, growth, loss, hope, pain, and joy. I found love, and I lost it. I said goodbye to a brother, and gained a few sisters. I rekindled a passion for music – but it had never really faded. Friendships and family dynamics changed drastically. New vision and dreams were planted. Hopes disappeared into disappointment, but new struggles have changed my perspective… many times. I have learned to take in new experiences, and while sometimes they come with the memory of heartbreak, I appreciate them for what they were, and still appreciate the beauty of them. I've endured training way past any college degree could ever grant me, and with that came boldness, courage, perseverance, and renewed faith in the One who makes all things possible. I have seen people come to Christ, with literally no work on my part - just obedience... and that's pretty awesome! I have built a strong foundation on the One that I am sure nothing could ever tear me down – though it's been tried. I have tried to suffer and love well, and although sometimes I feel like I fail, I certainly learn, and hope to do it better next time. 

One thing I've learned is that Jesus never promised an "easy" life after asking us to pick up our cross and follow Him (shouldn't that be a clue right there? You know what the cross represents, right? death. no surprises there!) But I have come to deeply appreciate the suffering my Savior went through to ensure me eternal life with Him. I have it easy compared to what He went through. Know why? Because I do not face death in the end. In fact, I am promised an eternal, glorious life at the end of this one. And that is only granted to me through the grace of God. I don't think I will ever fully grasp that, and I will spend the rest of my life here trying to. 

Looking into the next year, I have goals, dreams, desires, and hopes, but they are and will be nothing if I am not fully dependent on the One who gives life. To whatever He asks of me, I want to jump into. Never hesitating. Whatever pain I have to face, choices I have to make, people I am called to love, whatever He asks of me, I'm going to do it, knowing that it will be good because He gives us good things, and wants good things for us. That I am sure of. 

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